You have been pushing yourself lately. Schedule in some downtime.
You have been pushing yourself to the limits, which is creating a deficiency of time, energy, and progress. You have become accustomed to a cycle of self-neglect and personal sacrifice in pursuing success.
Your system is failing because you are operating on autopilot and not connecting with your greater self. This false economizing results in unnecessary challenges, bad choices, and dead ends. Scheduling in some downtime will give you the space to re-evaluate your schedule and introduce a more balanced lifestyle. You must make more time to live and experience life.