You have limited yourself from accessing opportunities and experiences because you feel that you have missed your calling or are in some way undeserving or incapable of change. Your reluctance comes from fear-based beliefs that are reinforced by your insecurities.
This heart code is encouraging you to push beyond your doubts, reasonings, and justified excuses to live life differently. You will always find excuses as to why the time or circumstances are not right to introduce change. Prioritize your desired path and take small steps in the right direction.