You are turning your back on success.
Opportunities have been presented to you that would lead you to your desires. Yet you distract yourself or make excuses as to why you should not take them on. Essentially, you put your order out to the universe, but when your desires arrive, you reject them.
This heart code indicates that there is a repetitive pattern of behavior that needs to be addressed. You must break the cycle and embrace the fabulous opportunities that come your way. If you want change then you must step out of your comfort zone.